http://jacq.blogdrive.com/ jacq Mon, 13 Jun 2005 00:05:11 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Mon, 13 Jun 2005 08:03:03 GMT ____________________________________________ i will miss your hugs and the warmth they send across i will miss your laughter and the joy it makes me feel i will miss our conversations and every single thing i learned from them.. i guess we've reached the crossroads and somehow we have to part ways we're far too different from each other but the few things we have in common have produced a very special friendship a bond so stong and special a bond that will always be there no matter what comes along no matter how far we... (more) http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/15.html Sun, 12 Jun 2005 12:27:32 GMT yesterday was wonderful!! we went back to the orphanage... there were 5 of us at first but some of Kat's friends met up with us at Museong Pambata.. it was soo totally fun!! We got there at around 11 am and fed the kids lunch. they looked so cute while eating. some of them are still so young but they've been trained already to eat on their own. there was a kid who used his fork on the rice and the spoon on the chicken.. lolz.. so adorable. another kid spilled her tea but she immediately stood up to fix the mess. they're so like that.. they don't expect others to do anything for them.... (more) http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=15 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Fri, 10 Jun 2005 12:48:23 GMT ___________________________________________ your hostility is breaking me into fragments your blank stares cut right through me this torment is suffocating and i feel lost in turmoil the wall just keeps growing as the pain accumulate and something in me died the day we both clammed up i go obout my day feeling deserted i walk without direction i'm more like a walking dead and a breathing skeleton... _________________________________________ http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/11.html Fri, 03 Jun 2005 14:02:15 GMT _____________________________________ let me grieve for eternity let me weep till i ran out of breath let this agony veil my heart let this sorrow mask my face my dreams have vanished my hopes have died all that's left is emptiness and torment that's so real let me watch from afar the world move on without me let me sulk in darkness with my own arms wrapped around me... _______________________________________ http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=11 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Thu, 02 Jun 2005 12:11:32 GMT here it goes maroux.. and don't worry honey i enjoyed it... Total number of books I own: i never bothered counting... ;) Last book I bought: God's Li'l Devotional Book for Moms and Dad's Last book I read: Individualization: It's Implications to Students of Special Education 5 Books that mean a lot to me and why: 1. my Holy Bible - i think it needs no explanation:) 2. Purpose Driven Life Book - coz it's so inspiring 3. The Castle by Julie Garwood - it's so romantic i swear :) 4. The Plague by Robin Cook - it... (more) http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:50:50 GMT _________________________________ you were the source of my bliss the sole reason i kept moving you were the flame that guided me when the heavens offered no light now i don't know how to smile i can't seem to move forward not when you, the person i loved so is the person i loathe now... __________________________________ http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:16:47 GMT _______________________________ your words hurt me so badly i smiled all along i didn¡¯t show the hurt the wound you made the pain I felt i cried in silence i mourned in seclusion the pain is just so real the torment is burning me it¡¯s shredding me into pieces it¡¯s eating me up inside the wound is just so deep i see no healing i¡¯m drenching in tears i¡¯m drowning in misery¡¦ ________________________________ http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Wed, 01 Jun 2005 07:31:04 GMT ________________________________ in the deafening silence of the night i hear my heart weep i hear my soul cry i hear my mind sigh i feel the encompassing darkness it's almost tangible i see no light i feel no hope my heart is wounded my soul is weary my mind is tired my body is numb... i'm more than lost i'm more than hurt in the blinding darkness in the piercing silence i slowly fade and the world knows not... ____________________________________ http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Tue, 31 May 2005 12:02:04 GMT this is for the two most important people in my life.. i miss you much¡¦ and i love you¡¦. ________________________________________________ sometimes in my solitude i see your face and wonder how beautiful life is simply because i have you.. in the stillness of the night i see your face and I think of all that you have done for me every single thing you so freely gave every loving word you so gently said every laugh you triggered with your beautiful wit¡¦ you gave without asking you loved without limit you trusted and never doubted¡¦ i feel so... (more) http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://jacq.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Sat, 28 May 2005 11:59:35 GMT "Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart." --Robert Sexton _________________________________________ "you were right when you said love is more than just intense feelings and blinding passion... it's a decision... a commitment... a promise... my heart taught me that when i met you..." ... (more) http://jacq.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3